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Name: Samson
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Interests: God, Music, Family, Friendship
Occupation: Student
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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

I'm EXCITED for school.

no, seriously.


Wednesday, April 04, 2007

I know I should be studying for finals and all, but I can't help to procrastinate for a bit.

The Ultimate Survey

What is your name?: My name is Samson Rodney Cheng
Are you named after anyone?: I was named after my father, who's mostly known as "Sam" (short for Samuel) And I'm his son, which makes "Sam-son"
What's your screename?: 'sam'son'
Would you name a child of yours after you?: No, I hate my name... not really but no, I wouldn't name a son after me... Samsonson? Come on now, get real. Or what about Samsonia? Hahaha
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Samantha? I don't know really, something generic and boring.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Err, no one.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: samsun, somson, samsung, how hard is it to spell Samson?
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: If I were famous, I would get an artist name, I don't want anyone all up in my business with my real name and everything.
Basics
Your gender:: Male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight
Single?: Yes
If not, do you want to be?: I like being single, I'm quite content actually.
Birthdate:: December 13th 1987
Your age:: I am 19.
Age you act:: I don't know, I act differently in different situations. But I always get this feeling how everyone treats me like the younger brother, even people younger than me
Age you wish you were:: I don't wish I'm a particular age, I just wanna live life now.
Your height:: I'm told I'm 5'9
Eye color::  Brown
Happy with it?: Happy with what? Brown eyes? Sure. My height? I hope to be taller
Hair color:: Black
Happy with it?: Yes, but I might dye it this summer
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Righty
Your living arrangement:: Home home home
Your family:: Mom, Dad, brother
Have any pets?: Charlie, my dog
Piercings?: I hate piercings, in the past only male slaves got piercings
Tattoos?: I don't want one, what happens if you're old and wrinkly
Obsessions?: I dunno, music?
Addictions?: FOOD
Do you speak another language?: I can speak Cantonese, basic mandarin and sorta french
Have a favorite quote?: I don't like to live by quotes, however I do get inspired by them
Do you have a webpage?: Xanga count?
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: Yes, I try to
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Very tolerant
Do you have any secrets?: Everyone has secrets
Do you hate yourself?:  Sometimes when I'm being stupid, but that's just being honest.
Do you like your handwriting?: Not really, it gets messy sometimes
Do you have any bad habits?: We all have bad habits
What is the compliment you get from most people?: Hmmn, I get things like I'm caring, sensitve and generous hahaha, I guess those are good compliments
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:

I don't know... hmmn, how about "Silent all these years"?

What's your biggest fear?: Rodents, I can't stand rats.
Can you sing?: Not really
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: I don't think I do, I just do whatever I feel is me.
Are you a loner?: Yeah, sometimes - and I like it. There's no one better than your own company
What are your #1 priorities in life?: God, Family, Friends.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Yeah, why not?
Are you a daredevil?: I can be.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I have this threshold, and if someone crosses the line I snap.
Are you passive or agressive?: Passive? Aggressive? A bit of both...
Do you have a journal?: Nope, unless you count updating xanga occassionally
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: A strength of mine would be how observant I am, and how easy I can connect with people. A weakness of mine would be my whining and complaining.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: To be less judgemental? I think I've improved a lot already though
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Definitely, that's one of my strengths that I do know I have
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Plenty, but let's not dwell in the past
Do you think life has been good so far?: Definitely, God gave me life and he'll guide me throughout
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Life is too short
What do you like the most about your body?: Nothing, I'm a stick.
And least?: ^
Do you think you are good looking?: Not really
Are you confident?: I have confidence in myself, but it's different
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Hmmn, I can't think of one
Are you perceived wrongly?: Yes, that I'm stuck-up.
Do You...
Smoke?: No
Do drugs?: No
Read the newspaper?: Sometimes
Pray?: Yes
Go to church?: Yes
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Yes, I'll ask them who they are so I'd know if they were strangers
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Not since the age of 7?
Take walks in the rain?: Sometimes I need to
Talk to people even though you hate them?: It's bad to hate people :)
Like to drive fast?: I don't drive
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: I don't like my voice
Hurt yourself?: That was in the past
Been out of the country?: Yup
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Hahahaha yes, fish eggs makes Clarence sick.
Been in love?: Maybe just once
Done drugs?: Nope
Gone skinny dipping?: Who does that? I don't get the fascination in jumping into a pool naked
Had a medical emergency?: Yes
Had surgery?: Twice
Ran away from home?: Thought about it, when I was younger
Played strip poker?: No
Gotten beaten up?: Not that I remember
Beaten someone up?: Nope
Been picked on?: Quite a lot when I was younger
Been on stage?: School productions, and for being a backup dancer at a concert
Slept outdoors?: Napped maybe
Thought about suicide?: Almost, but no - it's very wrong!
Pulled an all nighter?: Yep
If yes, what is your record?: 38 hours I believe
Gone one day without food?: I can't even go without food for 4 hours, you kidding me?
Talked on the phone all night?: Talked with Jeannie 6-7pm till 4 am was probably my record
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: When I was much much much younger?
Slept all day?: Maybe once, from jetlag
Killed someone?: LOL - would I be here if I had?
Made out with a stranger?: No!
Had sex with a stranger?: No!
Thought you're going crazy?: Several times
Kissed the same sex?: No!
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: What?!?! No!
Been betrayed?: Several times, but it's okay
Had a dream that came true?: Yeah
Broken the law?: Minor stuff, maybe?
Met a famous person?: Not THAT famous
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Heck, I've killed them on purpose
On purpose?: And here comes the question haha, yes - fish, insects etc
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Once or twice, but it was needed!
Stolen anything?: Not really
Been on radio/tv?: Yep
Been in a mosh-pit?: No
Had a nervous breakdown?: A few times since I moved here, I'm all good now though - I think
Bungee jumped?: I have a fear of heights
Had a dream that kept coming back?: I don't really remember my dreams, but to what I remember - no
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: It's possible
Miracles?: Yesss!!!
Astrology?: No, it's kinda stupid - how's being born in a month gonna define how you are
Magic?: Eh, magic tricks yes!
God?: Yes
Satan?:  Yes
Santa?: No, I used to though
Ghosts?: Kinda on the fence with this one
Luck?: Mhm
Love at first sight?: it could happen
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:  Well, logically yeah
Witches?: Yes, there are a lot of them
Easter bunny?: I like to eat the chocolate kind!
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Definitely
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: It would be nice, wouldn't it?
Do you wish on stars?: hahaha, no
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Yep
Do you think God has a gender?: I don't think the gender really matters, but we do refer him to Father
Do you believe in organized religion?: Not really
Where do you think we go when we die?: Heaven, Hades or Hell
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: I don't ask people their sexual orientation - I make friends with people cuz of their personality
Who is your best friend?: I don't know, there's a few close friends
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: That would be me, I've been where I've been, I've felt what I've felt, I know what I know, I know me.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Don't do something that you'll regret?
Your favourite inside joke?: Haha, lately most of my inside jokes are with Clarence and Fei. LIBERATION!!!!!
Thing you're picked on most about?: My face
Who's your longest known friend?: Casey
Newest?: Dennis or Rana
Shyest?: Hmmmmmmn, James
Funniest?: Naturally, that would be me - I'm only funny to those I like though, if you have never once thought that I'm funny then I obviously don't like you. Haha j/k
Sweetest?: I don't really have a lot of "sweet-sweet" kinda friends, cuz I believe there's more than one side to everyone and that's what makes one real, but hmmmn... Charlene?
Closest?: I would classify closest as in those I tell the most things about me to: It would have to be Clarence, Fei, Faye and Ronak/Candice
Weirdest?: Fei
Smartest?: Everyone's pretty smart
Ditziest?: I dunno... hmmmn
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Ronak/Candice
Last person you talked to online?: I don't remember... it was last night when I had spoken to someone
Who do you talk to most online?: Emily haha, definitely Emily
Who are you on the phone with most?: I don't really like being on the phone, but hmmn I'd say Fei
Who do you trust most?: Those whom I said I were closest to
Who listens to your problems?: Read above and Tabitha
Who do you fight most with?: I dunnoo, I kinda have little arguments but never fights... but I'd put Faye up there
Who's the nicest?: I can't say, we're all nice in our own ways
Who's the most outgoing?: Ronak
Who's the best singer?: Tabitha
Who's on your shit-list?: Mmmn, let's not make this public :)
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Err...
Who's your second family?: When you grow older, no one's really a second family - but I guess I'll say Casey
Do you always feel understood?: Nope, but that's what makes us different and unique
Who's the loudest friend?: I don't think I have a particularly loud friend
Do you trust others easily?: Yes I do, I trust people too easily
Who's house were you last at?: Don't remember
Do your friends know you?: Yes, some of them
Friend that lives farthest away:: HK/Australia?
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: Well, sometimes love can start from a mistake, or love can be a mistake because you loved someone who didn't love you back
What do you find romantic?: Just spending quality time with your other half
Turn-on?: Personality, truthfulness, eyes
Turn-off?: too much to list
First kiss?: Not my idea of a first kiss, but "spin the bottle"
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: I dunno, depends who that person is - but I'd probably tell them nicely I wasn't interested in them
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Yes, of course
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: I don't really care, I think it's still good for the guy to ask the girl out though, it doesn't really matter
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: I don't know, I can't say - since when you're attracted in someone you probably think they are attractive just the way they are
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Not really
What is best about the opposite sex?: That they're not guys?
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They can be really moody
What's the last present someone gave you?: Thinksssss.... a shirt
Are you in love?: No
Do you consider your significant other hot?: If I had one, I would
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: My reflection, HAHAHAHA
You wanted to kill?: Ohhhh quite a few
That you laughed at?: Fei
That laughed at you?: Fei
That turned you on?: I don't wanna say publicly, it might go to the wrong hands - I might tell you if you asked though
You went shopping with?: Err... no one
That broke your heart?: No one's broken my heart really, well maybe her.
To disappoint you?: I'm disappointed in you!
To ask you out?: no one, not seriously anyway
To make you cry?: No one really makes me cry
To brighten up your day?: Hmmn, I dunno
That you thought about?: Faye, haven't spoken to her in a bit
You saw a movie with?: Bernard HAHAHA, that was last Christmas too - I just don't go see movies often
You talked to on the phone?: Rana or Dennis cuz I was mad I had to miss my lecture
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: I don't really remember - haven't been actively on MSN for the past two days
You saw?: Dennis
You lost?: Many friends from Hong Kong I guess, but I'm over it
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: Why would I be going out when I'm here writing this
Will it be with your significant other?: No
Or some random person?: NO!
What are you wearing right now?: Clothes, duh. I don't sit around in the nude. What kinda question is this.
Body part you're touching right now:: None
What are you worried about right now?: Finals, Finals, Finals, Finals, Finals
What book are you reading?: This novel for my class
What's on your mousepad?: my mouse, what kinda question is this
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: I'm bothered by my finals.
Are you bored?: Nope
Are you tired?: Yeah
Are you talking to anyone online?: No
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
Are you lonely or content?: I'm alone, but very content
Are you listening to music?: Deemi - Soundtrack of My Life